Update

I know I havent written much lately and I am sorry. Things here have been pretty busy. At the beginning of the month we had alittle scare with my dad. He was in the hospital for almost 2 weeks getting over phnewmonia (spelling I totally knw is wrong). He is better now and is back at home with Mom. We went down to Cali to visit him. On Friday, when we got there we went and saw him and when we left William and I thought that this is more serious they we thought. He isnt looking good and we werent sure if he was going to make it. We went and met up with Dan and Sara that night for dinner. Yolanda’s. Cant visit Ventura without going there for dinner. It was really good. then we went to the hotel and pretty much crashed. Saturday we met up with Mom and Dan and Sara again for B-fast. Since we cant see Dad for a long time we decided to go in the afternoon and then at night. Dad seemed to get better everytime we saw him. On Sunday we went out with Elizabeth and her family.. Got to see the baby… oh he is so cute. Also, my Sister and Brother from another mother (lucky devils) Marian and George joined us and Sara and Avery. It was a big b-fast at Denny’s. It was so nice to see everyone. Before we left we went and saw Dad and he looked so much better. Had is color back and was even joking around. It was nice. It really put William and I at ease. I think that weekend in Ventura really turned William around too. I think that he finally realized not only what he really wanted but what he was losing slowly if he didnt get it together. He asked me to move back in that weekend. Wanted me to know that he loved and and wanted us to be a family. A family that is together and not apart. At the time I told him that I think that we should still take our time in this and work on the things he wanted and I wanted. He agreed but I could tell he was upset. Since then we have been working on things and going to counseling. It has been a new side of our marriage. We have been working together on things and thoughts about our dreams and what we want to accomplish. It has been good. So this weekend and next weekend I will be gettting my things together to move back in. I think that its time. I am still in a state of confusion but my Kimmie the Counselor (lol) really put things together for me. She told me that I will always have this fear of him leaving and us seperating again, but life it to short to dewell on it. Well I got to get back to work. I will talk again soon…