Another Day … Another Tear

So … I started moving my stuff out of the house. Taking all the things that are mine and divided the rest. Got my own account and am ready to move the rest tonight. Its the saddest thing ever.

I did write him a letter… Just stating that I understand that he might need time and I might not understand but I will give him the space he needs. I also enclosed my engagement ring… I wrote ” I am enclosing my Engagement ring. I am giving you the ring that started it all. The ring that represents the first commitment in our lives. The commitment of love.  Once you find the love that you once had for me, like when you first gave me the ring. You can return it to me to show that your love has returned. I am going to keep my Wedding Ring to show you the commitment and love I have for you. I will wear the ring to show you that I am fighting for this relationship and I will wear it until there is no more fight left in me. I will wear it to show you that I love you and the vows we took are something I take very seriously. I love you William and I hope one day you will find that again. “ 

So tomorrow will be my last day in my home. I will be staying at my sisters until I get the money for my own place. Hopefully things will work out. Otherwise… there is always another road in life to take. Sometimes its better and sometimes worse but atleast you have that choice.